~Happy New Islamic Year 1435 Hijjri~

Assalam Alaikum Wa Rahmath Ullahi Wa Barkatahu
Bismillahir Rahmanir Raheem

Ya Allah,.. Ya Rabbi,..

One year has passed, and God knows how many sins are piled or God knows how many reward that I get, .. I could not be calculated because only God knows the khaliq, there is only one prayer I always pray, .. "Ya Rabb, give the servant the opportunity and guidance from you, to get through this year better than the previous year and give additional slave age barrakah

Ya allah, ..

make this year a year filled with flowers of goodness , so fragrant provide coolness of worship for me, my family and friends.

Ya Allah, Rabbi,..

Garnished my heart with patience and compassion , glorify my face with piety and polish my physical health , as well as charitable and accept my worship , ... I hope in this new year , may I use the momentum to improve my remembrance, my prayer, my lives and my plan to future better. 

Ya Allah,.. Ya Rabbi,..

Help me remember You, to be grateful to You, and to worship You in an excellent manner. Forgive me, spare me, give me instructions, bestows' afiat (welfare) to me, and grant me good luck.

For the friends and family, please allow me to apologize, for all the errors and mistakes that I do, whether intentional or unintentional.

“Allahumma a`inni ala dhikrika, 

wa shukrika, wa husni `ibadatika “ 

~ ALLAH KNOWING~

 

When you're tired and helpless because of failed attempts
GOD knows how persistent you have tried
When you cried so long and your psychic suffering
GOD has counted your tears

When you have tried everything and do not know what to do anymore
GOD has a way out
When everything does not make sense and you are confused or frustrated
GOD has the answer

When suddenly your life brighter and you find a glimmer of hope
GOD has whispered to you
When things are going well and a lot to be thankful for you
GOD has blessed you

When you feel the excitement came and bowled
GOD smiles to you
When you have goals and dreams to be realized
GOD has opened your eyes and call your name

Remember, wherever you are and whatever you face
ALLAH KNOWING !!

~Doa Untuk Pria Yang Paling Ku cintai~

1 Januari 2009

Tuhanku,

Aku berdoa untuk seorang Pria yang akan menjadi bagian dari hidupku..
Seseorang yang  sungguh mencintai Mu lebih dari segala sesuatu…
Seorang Pria yang akan meletakkanku pada posisi kedua dihatinya setelah Engkau..

Seorang Pria yg hidup bukan untuk dirinya sendiri tetapi utk Mu….

Ketampanan & daya tarik fisik tidaklah penting, yang penting adalah sebuah hati yang sungguh mencintai & dekat dengan Mu & berusaha menjadikan sifat-sifat Mu ada pada dirinya…
Dan dia haruslah mengetahui bagi siapa & untuk apa ia hidup sehingga hidupnya tidaklah sia-sia….

Seseorang yg memiliki hati yang bijak tidak hanya otak yang cerdas..
Seorang pria yang tidak hanya mencintaiku tappi juga menghormatiku..
Seorang pria yang tidak hanya memujaku tetapi juga dapat menasihatiku ketika aku berbuat salah….

Seseorang yang  mencintaiku bukan karena kecantikanku tapi karena hatiku..
Seorang Pria yang dapat menjadi sahabat terbaikku dalam setiap waktu & situasi…
Seorang yang dapat membuatku merasa sebagai seorang yang ingin selalu dilindungi ketika aku disisinya….

Tuhanku,
Aku tidak meminta seseorang yang  sempurna, namun aku meminta seseorang yang tidak sempurna, sehingga aku dpt membuatnya sempurna dimata Mu..
Seorang Pria yg membutuhkan dukunganku sebagai peneguhnya..
Seorang Pria yang membutuhkan doaku untuk kehidupannya..
Seseorang yang  membutuhkan senyumku untuk  mengatasi kesedihannya..
Seseorang yang  membutuhkan diriku untuk membuat hidupnya menjadi sempurna….

Tuhanku,
Aku juga minta, buatlah aku menjadi istri yang dapat membuatnya bangga..
Berikanlah aku hati yang sungguh mencintai Mu sehingga aku dapat mencintainya dengan sekedar cintaku..
Berikanlah sifat lembut sehingga kecantikanku datang dari Mu..
Berikanlah aku tangan sehingga aku selalu mampu berdoa untuk nya..
Berikanlah aku pengelihatan sehingga aku dapat melihat banyak hal baik & bukan hal buruk dalam dirinya..
Berikanlah aku lisan yang penuh dengan kata-kata bijaksana, mampu memberikan semangat serta mendukungnya setiap saat & tersenyum utk dirinya setiap pagi….

Dan bilamana akhirnya kami akan bersatu sampai akhir hayat kami,

Aku berharap kami berdua dpt mengatakan ” Betapa maha besarnya Engkau karena telah memberikan kepadaku pasangan  yang dapat membuat hidupku menjadi sempurna”

Aku mengetahui bahwa Engkau ingin kami bersatu selamanya..
Dan Engkau akan membuat segala sesuatunya indah pada waktu yg telah Engkau tentukan…..

Amin…

~Doaku~

Yaa RABB...
Ajarkanlah kami utk TERSENYUM meskipun berat bahu memikul beban
Ajarkanlah kami utk BERLAPANG DADA meskipun banyak yang menyesakkan jiwa
Ajarkanlah kami utk terus BERUSAHA meskipun perlu waktu untuk menggapai mimpi
Ajarkanlah kami utk RENDAH hati kerana Engkaulah Yang Maha Tinggi
Bantu kami untuk tidak takut gagal meski tentangan ada di depan mata
Sungguh "keras"nya kehidupan ini
Semoga sebanding dgn manisnya hasil di akhir perjuangan nanti....

Ya Robbul Izzati...
berikanlah kekuatan kami semua dalam menerima ujian-ujian dariMu, semoga kami termasuk hamba-hambaMu yang ikhlas dalam menerima ujian dari-Mu.....amin Allahumma amiin..insyaAllah

Wallahua'lam

~True Love Loyal~

Good morning, honey…

You really would wonder how much I love you

You are the essence and charm of my life

You mean music to my ears,.. concern to my heart and add value to my life.

You are worthy of all love and praise from the bottom of my life.

 I have never been lucky much in life and the world has not been so loving and caring to me.

But your presence has brought fragrance to my life and I have started loving life as never before.

You have added a meaning to my life. It has never been like this before.

 You are the loving companion I always wanted and adored in my life.

You are the most handsome man on earth and any woman would love being with you.

 I appreciate you have chosen me.

 We will always be with each other in every mode of life,

in all ups and downs and in all untrodden paths of life.

I promise to give you the life you always dreamt of.

We will surely make the best couple on earth.

We will have several adventures of life together and even promise you the most wonderful intimate time. You too will remember me always.

 I love you more than any other woman on earth.

 I want you to promise being with me always.

I cannot survive without you.

You are the one whom I trust and with whom I can share the most loving,
And most bitter experiences of life.

 The most important thing is that when one has a loving husband  like you becoming a life partner, what can be greater than that. You are the one who can understand me, know me, be with me, help me, love me………..

 You will soon realize how strongly I talk from the bottom of my heart.

 I promise to share all the burdens of life together and have a wonderful time together.

I promise to be a good and responsible partner and best wife in future.

Hope you have the same committed attitude towards me.

Love you sweet heart.

~Selalu Antara Engkau dan Tuhan~

Orang kerap kali tidak bernalar

Tak logis dan egois

Bila begitu maafkalah mereka

Bila engkau baik

Orang mungkin akan menuduhmu

Menyembunyikan sikap egois

Biar begitu tetaplah bersikap baik

Bila engkau jujur dan berterus terang

Orang mungkin akan menipumu

Meskipun begitu tetaplah jujur dan berterus-terang

Bila engkau sukses engkau akan mendapat

Teman-teman palsu dan teman-teman sejati

Biar begitu tetaplah meaih sukses

Apa yang engkau bangun selama bertahun-tahun

Mungkin akan dihancurkan orang semalam

Biar begitu tetaplah membangun

Biar engkau menemukan ketenangan dan kebahagiaan

Orang mungkin akan iri hati dan dengki

Biar begitu tetaplah bahagia dan temukan kedamaian hati

Kebaikan yang engkau lakukan hari ini

Mungkin akan dilupakan orang keesokan harinya

Biar begitu tetap lakukanlah kebaikan

Berikan pada dunia milikmu yang terbaik

dan mungkin itu tak akan pernah cukup

biar begitu tetaplah berikan kepada dunia Milikmu yang terbaik

Ketahuilah pada akhirnya

Sesuangguhnya ini adalah 

Antara Engkau dan Tuhan

Tidak Pernah antara engkau dengan mereka

sumber : Ny. Ito S

My lovely kids,...

My lovely kids,... this is my prayer for you,
This is my dream and my thought and my care for you:
Strong be the spirit which dwells in the breast of you,
Never may folly or shame get the best of you;
You shall be tempted in fancied security,
But make no choice that is stained with impurity.

My lovely kids,... time shall command of you
Thought from the brain of you, work from the hand of you;
Voices of pleasure shall whisper and call to you;
Luring you far from the hard tasks that fall to you;
Then as you're meeting life's bitterest test of men,
God grant you strength to be true as the best of men.

My lovely kids,... singing your way along,
Cling to your laughter and cheerfully play along;
Kind to your neighbor be, offer your hand to him,
You shall  grow great as your heart shall expand to him;
But when for victory sweet you are fighting there,
Know that your record of life you are writing there.

My lovely kids,..., this is my prayer for you;
Never may shame pen one line of despair for you;
Never may conquest or glory mean all to you;
Cling to your honor whatever shall fall to you;
Rather than victory, rather than fame to you,
Choose to be true and let nothing bring shame to you."

Believe in yourself

Believe in yourself!

Believe you were made to do any task without calling for aid.

Believe, without growing too scornfully proud,
that you, as the greatest and least are endowed.

A mind to do thinking, two hands and two eyes
are all the equipment God gives to the wise.

Believe in yourself!

You are divinely designed and perfectly made
for the work of mankind.

The truth you must cling to through danger and pain;
the heights others have reached you can also attain.

Believe to the very last hour, for it is true.
That what ever you will, you've been gifted to do.

Believe in yourself and step out unafraid.

By misgivings and doubt be not easily swayed.

You've the right to succeed;
the precision of skill which betokens the great
you can earn if you will!

The wisdom of the ages is yours if you'll read.

But you've got to believe in yourself to succeed.

Made a motivational video Goals Future for My Childrens

I Made a motivational video ideals for my children. With the accompaniment of background song sung by "Umay" a song titled " CITA-CITAKU ". I dedicated this video to my three beloved children, .. I Love You more than you realized,... Ferdi, Aldi, and Aldo, I hope by watching this video, it  can motivated you to your future goals. whatever your dreams someday mommy and daddy will always support you all,.. You all are an amazing son to momy and daddy,.. do not ever forget it.

I pray for my children daily as they begin each new day.
God give us strength and a peace. God help me to find the words to inspire My Children,... Ferdy, Aldi and Aldo, to know how important his life is.. To keep learning and keep trying, never give up,..  to find great happiness. I did not expect much, just one day,... When you are all grow up and become an adult.., you can be a good Person,.. Have a good live,... good job,..  and successful on career.

 I love my sons as so many others do with all of my heart. He is going through one of the biggest challenges in his life. Please guide him to be the man he is meant to be and to protect him from harmful influences.

If One day,.. my children make a mistake in his life,... Please Ya Allah,... I ask with all of my heart to forgive and make him strong. They has a good loving soul. I ask for forgiveness for this one mistake that he has made in his life. One more chance, please. One second chance that I know my children will make right.Thank you,... Ya Allah,...

For once as a parent I feel helpless this time. we are going through hard times right now. God pless and show us the way

Almighty God,
Watch over my child.
Protect him from injury, harm and sudden death at the hands of others.
Let him value others above himself.
Let him seek wisdom above wealth.

Watch over my child, dear Allah...
As he grows, guide him.
As he stumbles, hold him.
In his times of anger, love him.
In his times of fear, touch him.
In his times of foolishness, teach him.
When he strays from your path, retrieve your lost sheep.

Watch over my child, dear Allah.
Do not grant all the desires of his heart,
But grant all the needs of his soul.
Let him know sacrifice and discipline
So that he may know strength and faith.
As gold is placed in fire to be refined,
Give my child pain and suffering
So that he may lose those things in his heart and mind that are harmful to his soul.

Watch over my child, dear Allah.
Give him love for the beauty of the world you have made.
Give him love for the family and friends.
Give him love for the stranger in his midst.
And above all, give him love for you,
That he may know you,
Serve you,
And glorify you.

Watch over my child, dear Allah.
Forgive his parents when they have failed in the nurture of this child,
And quiet their worries and fears.
May they, trusting in your love for their child,
find rest and peace in the knowledge that you are with him.

~ Love, Hugs and Kisses ~

Mommy Lailys

Remember My Hope,.. My Childs

Once, when I was married, never thought I would have children as like what ... ?
How to finance they school to college later ...
When he was born into this world, ... The first time I saw a cute little baby, .. 
with his tiny lips smiled sweetly at me, .. cute nose, .. his eyes were narrow, .. 
and with thick black hair...

There is a feeling churned in me,..
I was thrilled and proud to once be brought him  into this world,..
I promise, whatever happens,... however hard life,..
My child should be raised with both my hands...
I'm happy to take care of him with my own hands ...


I know It's not easy to raise them, ... They are the jewel of my heart, .. 
When they were babies,.... their behavior can always make me smile and laugh, .. 
even when my heart was sadness,....
I have promised to grow them self, whatever happens,.. whatever obstacles I faced,.. because they are my son ... 
My hopes someday they can be a useful kids for other people ... I love you, my son,...

............. `'•,, •'` ♥ ♪ ♫ ♥ ♥ ♪ ♫ ♥ ..............

ferdi, ... Aldi, .. and Aldo, ... you all, gave me the strength,..

Makes me want to work hardly early  in the morning,  afternoon and evening,... 
I do not fear if I must sick,.. feel  the pain and suffering .. 
Because your presence makes me meaningfulll,...  
To raise you and listen all of you call me ,.. " MOMY ",... 
My heart really excited and happy to hear that.

I did not expect much, just one day,...
When you are all grow up and become an adult.., you can be a good Person,.. 
Have a good live,... good job,.. have a good and successful on career.

then maybe at that time,.. I'm getting old,.. old,.. and oldest,... 
And I will not live much longer, ...
I would have many wrinkles on my face, ... I'm not beautyfull again,... 
My Body More Fatty than now,.. my hair was already gray too, .. 
And My journey will not be long, ..

............. `'•,, •'` ♥ ♪ ♫ ♥ ♥ ♪ ♫ ♥ ..............

My sons,... if you all work hard,.. do not need to provide a nice house,.. 
Or lots of money to me,.. all of its just  for yourself and your family. 
I just wish,.. you all  would put aside a little time for you to accompany my periods old,. Could besides me and chat with me on that periods,... that's more than enough ...

Momy Proud of you, son,... 
May never have spoken through words,.. but this .. I feel from deep inside my heart.. ... I'm sorry if this time momy always  got angry with you all,.. 
Sometimes beat you up when you naughty, ...
Sometimes forbid you  it and that,... all of this because for your own good, ... 

Finally,... and hopefully, .. when you grow up, .... 
you can read this momy's blog ... Ferdi,.. Aldi,.. and Aldo,..



Mommy Love you all... from deep inside my heart... Now and forever,..



~ With Love ~

    Mommy