In The Beginning: I Need To Be Hear

Selasa, 07 Mei 2013

I Need To Be Hear

My heart is screaming out, "I CAN'T STAND THIS!!!!!" The waiting. The wondering. The emotion, at times, is too much to take. I need to scream out loud, yet my motherly instinct of wanting to protect my child from being afraid covers my mouth. This is too much for anyone to have to bear. Fear. I have never been so afraid.

I know God is with me. I know He is in control. I know He loves me.... yet my heart just aches beyond words. I just want to be on the other side of all of this looking back. I can no longer pray for myself without the help of others. Scripture and music are what brings me comfort. At times I look down and notice that my whole body is just trembling, and the lump in my stomach is growing bigger each day.

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About Me

My name is Lailyana Ayu Dewi Iriane. You can call me Lelly. I am a single Mother from three handsome kids. They are M. Ferdiansyah Rachmatul Firdaus, Ferraldo Tri Sakti Wiratama Akmil, and Ferraldi Adi Makayasa Akmil. We live in Sukabumi, For while we stay at My Parents House. I am The eldest from 6 siblings, three sisters and three brothers. My hobbies are listen the music , watch movie and comedy because all that make me happy and entertain my self . I have pleasant personality. I am very friendly, sometimes I am shy if I meet new people. I also fairly outgoing but not dominating, I am confident. I also intelligent so I have a lot friends. sometime I become annoying person and selfish. I like study hard ans I smile a lot.

I graduated from SMA 3 Salatiga senior high school. My future plans are very definite, first I am going to improve English and then start my business. I want to live happy forever. Being Persit KCK Grup-1 Kopassus is my pride, the memories that I will never forget, because too many sweet and wonderful memories during my life there. The people are friendly and nice. Being one of a Persit KCK made me learn to be more resignation, courage, sincerity and surrender to what God outleined for me.

Right now,... I am just the ordinary people, just a single mom,.. and I will always strugle with this life,..

Friendships is,..

Friendship is what I value the most, A friend is someone who remains steadfast, In our times of joy or sorrow. Good friends are Not easy to find, A real friend would forgive, If I did something wrong. for friendship I hope will never end, you are such a wonderful friend. Good friend chides us at our follies. Corrects us if we err. A true friend is like a shadow. We keep him abreast of all are plans. To whom we can confide our woes. And share our happiness. We find solace and strength. If we have a good friend with us. As the old adage goes,.. A friend in need is a friend indeed,..

Hope Is Always There

Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. But I have found that in the simple act of living with hope, and in the daily effort to have a positive impact in the world, the days I do have are made all the more meaningful and precious. And for that I am grateful. I hope everyone that is reading this is having a really good day. And if you are not, just know that in every new minute that passes you have an opportunity to change that. Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence. I have tried to keep on with my striving because this is the only hope I have of ever achieving anything worthwhile and lasting. I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope, For hope would be hope for the wrong thing. In this world you've just got to hope for the best and prepare for the worst and take whatever God sends. You may not always have a comfortable life and you will not always be able to solve all of the world's problems at once but don't ever underestimate the importance you can have because history has shown us that courage can be contagious and hope can take on a life of its own

~Doaku~

Yaa RABB...

Ajarkanlah kami utk TERSENYUM meskipun berat bahu memikul beban

Ajarkanlah kami utk BERLAPANG DADA meskipun banyak yang menyesakkan jiwa

Ajarkanlah kami utk terus BERUSAHA meskipun perlu waktu untuk menggapai mimpi

Ajarkanlah kami utk RENDAH hati karena Engkaulah Yang Maha Tinggi

Bantu kami untuk tidak takut gagal meski tentangan ada di depan mata

Sungguh "keras"nya kehidupan ini

Semoga sebanding dgn manisnya hasil di akhir perjuangan nanti....

Ya Robbul Izzati...

berikanlah kekuatan kami semua dalam menerima ujian-ujian dariMu, semoga kami termasuk hamba-hambaMu yang ikhlas dalam menerima ujian dari-Mu.....amin Allahumma amiin..insyaAllah

Wallahua'lam

~Good Husband~

Tatkala seorang perempuan diperintahkan agar mentaati suaminya, serta berbuat baik padanya, mencari keridhoannya, dan mempergaulinya dengan cara yang bagus, maka seseorang suami juga di tuntut untuk melakukan hal yang sama kepada istrinya, bersikap yang lemah dan lembut padanya, sabar atas sifat buruk yang sudah menjadi wataknya, serta perkara yang lainya. Dan yang tidak kalah penting lagi adalah menunaikan kewajiban pokokya yaitu memberi nafkah, pakaian dan tempat tinggal, serta mempergaulinya dengan cara yang bagus.

When a woman ordered to obey her husband , and do good to him, for his sincerity, and his associate in a nice way , then a wealthy husband is also in demand to do the same thing to his wife , to be a weak and gentle to her , patiently upon the vices that already a character , as well as other cases . And no less important is to fulfill the obligation to provide for needs , clothing and shelter , as well as his associate in a nice way

Partner In Life is,...

He is the one whom Allah has sent to me, which has God fearnes, good hearted, soft spoken, smart, has good knowledge of his skill and good knowledge of Islam. Will treat his wife and family under Islam rule and caring them under Allah blessing. Every his behavior just want to get ridho Allah for he and his family happiness in this dunia and the day here after, akhirat. InsyaAllah. Do his best for this beautiful religion, Islam. I believe, ALLAH unites us with our spouse through thousand ways. Just submit My Destiny to HIM. amin.