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Selasa, 07 Mei 2013

When My First Baby Boy Born

Finally!  I wrote this story about my little baby born. Such experience was shared together with a very special person in my life – my husband. Life is busy,...  but full of love and laughs as my baby boy comes into our family.   and I feel so blessed and happy.  It's a lovely feeling to finally feel complete.

The birth of our first baby boy is truly astonishing and is definitely beyond words. All efforts and investments were simply worth it because the life here in the outside world has already begun for my son. The baby we naming " M. Ferdiansyah Rachmatul Firdaus ", he was born  on 16th March 2004, he was 3600 gram and 51cm long, with a head circumference of 36.5cm, he has black hair, and black eyes and a wee dimple in his chin... with his soft white skin. I just kept telling you how perfect you were - you my baby boy. I feel so blessed,...

That night, neither of us got much sleep.  We both were far too excited, nervous, thrilled that our baby here besides us,.... that we just be a Mum and Dad and our lives would be different from now on. I still can't believe you are here. You're such a miracle baby to me.

When my baby’s awake, I'm worry he ought to be sleeping and when he’s asleep I check him constantly to see if he’s still breathing. Even carrying him or giving him a bath can be fraught with anxiety! I want to look at him every day and tell him that I love him.

Now I am a grown-up!. This may be the first time I actually felt like a ‘real’ adult – no more pretending, I really I am a grown-up now, with all those responsibilities! The feeling of responsibility for my child’s physical and mental well-being will be with you for the rest of my life. This may seem daunting at that first time, but time goes by,.. I used to feeling I am finally joined the adult world!

Ferdi  was his nickname. At first, I felt like I didn’t know this little creature. But finally, there was a moment.  I held Ferdi on my chest and just looked at him. That was when I fell in love, to my little angel.

I want be a good wife, a good mom, a good daughter, a good sister, and a good friend; however, trying to fulfill all these roles are a challenge and exhausting!  I  struggling with balancing all my responsibilities, the roles of  my life, and most likely I have little time for myself.

The moment I become a mom, I am  responsible for this new life.  I Just want to be the perfect mom…there is no training, and no knowing of what being a mom is “really” like, until you are one.  I am and spouse  one of the most crucial people that determine who your child will be, how they will perceive the world, and most importantly how they will see themselves.

When The moment a child is born, the mother is also born.  She never existed before.  The woman existed, but the mother, never.  A mother is something absolutely new…


Discovering who I am  as a woman and implementing real life strategies into my life, empowers me to be the woman I am , and not just the roles in my life. I am now have a feeling of peace and being on purpose, having less stress, and enjoying each day with fewer struggles.

Moms are the “heart” of the family. And  I am  responsible for running and managing your home, taking care of your children, and being successful in my own life. I know,.. There is no way to be a perfect mother,...but there is  a million ways to be a good one....

Live my life, raise my family, and enjoy all the moments of motherhood without losing myself in the process.  I Don’t let life just happen to me. I learn to Knowing who I am and being that person is the key to having an extraordinary life.



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